I'm beautifully sore from dancing.
These days have been hard for everyone. Covid has changed our lives. There's struggle, worries, sadness and a huge insecurity about both today and future. But there's hope, kindness and solidarity too.
In this situation ballet is not the first thing you would think about. Unless you're a professional dancer or maybe just someone who has given a great portion of their time, energy and money to these hours at the barre, someone who's spending their holidays at workshops, giving up travelling, shopping, or whatever people do when taking their weeks off. Someone like me.
In any case, dance keep us sane through this. We're dancing in every room of the house where there is just enough space for a grand battement without kicking things off the walls. We live through social media more then ever before. And even though anything on them can't quite make it up for what we're missing, I'm grateful for them more than I can ever put into words.
There are many beautiful people among dancers. Kind, humble and hard working. Never giving up. Inspiring. Able to give a heart warming smile even when they're through pain and struggle themselves. During this lockdown time there have been lots of videos made by dancers. Living room friendly training tips or even whole online classes. Ironic as it is ballet practice has never been more accessible for anyone before.
I'm happy to have a portable barre at home. Most days I wear some of my leotards and tie my hair back properly so that everything feels like a normal class as much as possible. I even wore a romantic tutu for a Giselle themed day and it felt lovely.
I'm still struggling with lots of issues in my daily life, but dance has kept me going. These days when I'm spending most of my time in one single room without my usual daily routine online classes give some structure to my days. Actually I wouldn't be able to dance this much in normal circumstances. So there's a silver lining. I hope you guys find yours. This hard time will pass and we'll come out of it one experience stronger.
Stay safe!